Life is like a....... Oh hell what do I know. I'm just an extremely complex 28 yr old with too many fairies, dreams and knights in shining armour clouding my vision.
I am struggling to even understand me as a person, so how the hell am I expected to understand life as a whole? Sometimes I think I just have cotton candy for brains and butter for judgement. Yup you guessed it – I am the worlds worst judge of character you will ever meet in your life. Its not hard for me too see the good in people but its hard to see the people who are good for me.
I guess I'm back at that stage of my life where I'm just a confused lost soul restlessly wondering life's boundaries, searching for life's answers. I'm one big ,soft hearted, hard assed contradiction. Too hard with the people that love me and too soft with the idiots who don't. Where's the happy medium?
Like the infamous Forest Gump's mom said – Life is like a box of chocolates. Hah more like people are like a box of chocolates. You never know which ones you gonna pick. And no matter how hard you examine the box, the damn chocolate company go and change all the designs whereby we are able to recognise our favourites. Damn them!
It's funny though – If I sit back and think about all the different people I have let in my life over the years, friends, boyfriends, colleagues – it doesn't really matter which ones hurt me and which ones walked out – they all came into my life for a reason an they all, through their own individual relationships with me, somehow taught me a lesson. Made me harder, stronger. Made me more cautious and less naïve. But it doesn't matter how many bad things have happened and how hard I have become I still have the three things I need to get me through my life. Hope, Faith and Love.
I still believe in fairy tales and happy endings and I still believe that there are more good people out there than bad in the world. I still believe that everyone deserves a second chance and that no one deserves to be hurt or made to feel insignificant.
It doesn’t matter what the world throws at me and it doesn't matter how complex or confused I ever may be, I have the advantage of seeing the best in just about everything, and my bouts of despondency only last for a short while, before my smile returns and I'm back to daydreaming of knights on white horses and happily ever afters and for that I say – Go on – take your best shot!
Rainbows and Butterflies!
I think sometimes we all feel like people are all about taking advantage or playing games....and to face reality, some people honestly are, and if we are lucky enough to come across and have people like that in our lives for a however long, the best trick is to NOT CHANGE YOU for anyone!! and man am i glad that some of us are as strong as we are ;) always a lesson in each relationship wether it was one that lasted or didnt...Like u've said...Go on, hit me with your best shot!! LOVE IT!!
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